the world came crashing down...

oh goodness..my mom's computer's crashed and it has like virus's and stuff.
So her and my life is gone sadly..
well halfway..
and i can't get on myspace on my dad's computer cuz its his work laptop and he is afraid of a virus from it..

anyways..
i found a jacket..
orginaly 100 bucks and i got it for only 30! WHOO.
so then i went to aerie..cuz i love their UNDIES.
anyways...
peace.

it all starts with paper..

or as in juno..a chair.

-thats for you dear ol' sister-

anyways..i watched the new tinkerbell movie today, it was an ok movie. it could of had TONS more in it..
good lord disney.

So i anyways as i was saying, i watched tinkerbell today and i got inspired. So here is what i came up with......

and then i decided that i would share the rest of what i've drawn this year...
and NO..i can't draw. but i have things in my head that just come out this way.

my first time out on black friday..-sound the scary music...now-

So after a morning of shopping i'm super pooped. my body doesn't do so well when i get up early...so i'm like UBER sick right now.

we hit a few stores..nothing like major.
but i did get some long sleeve shirts for only 8 bucks from JCpenny's.( sound the disney music)
my dad got gps thingy for his car, my mom got a lightweight sewing machine, and i also picked out me and my two sister pj's for christmas eve. They are hot..in a good way lol. and they shall be long enough for me and my tall sisters...YAY.


i'm trying to decide about my jacket issue...i'm going to wait and order the one i want from oldnavy and wait til sunday when we go to church and i can swing by cato's and look at their beautiful jacket that i'm totally lusting over. But i have no clue if it even fits meh..so thats why i'm waiting. But if i do order from oldnavy should i get pink, green, or a light blue....its just a simple trench style coat..
what do you think?

i shall have their heads...

i live in Alabama..
aka its always HOT.
About this time of year i try to find my newest winter jacket, but i can not find one this year at all.
I'm fix to scream...I've been everywhere and i still can't find a jacket that is thick and in a freakin small.

So i shall try two more places here in the next few days.

OHHHH....may i ask one question? whats up with this tread in the juniors department this season to have hoodies that are lined with freakin fur ....if I'm getting a jacket for the cold weather that is NOT going to keep me warm. But that's all they have...
It's very simple...a nice pea coat in red, black, or print, on somewhat cheap price (around 60$), that fits. And a store that can keep stock in smaller sizes.

so the search carries on, maybe i can get my older sister to give me more cash..
that might help.

why i'm starting this,

I live and breathe fashion, its that simple. My dream is to become a fashion stylist, designer, model, actress, and singer. I know thats everyone's dream..to become a star. But i'm 100% sure that this is what i'm supposed to do. I have many thoughts and i just need somewhere to put them. Away from myspace, away from my family and my church. I need somewhere that i can truely be myself and fashion is where i get lost in a fabulous life. I'm 15, i homeschool, i live in a small town in alabama, I'm a strong christian, and i need somewhere where i can truely be myself. My dreams may seem out of reach but i know that i'm supposed to be in the spotlight.

I have this blog for one reason, to say what i need to say. its that simple.

I'm different, i'm crazy, i'm outgoing, i'm just trying to find somewhere where i won't get in trouble for saying things that i just need to say. This is the one area that my friends, my family, my youth group, even just people around me, this is where i can be myself and not feel wrong.
And also where that can't control what i do, say, or think.'

So here we go.